Sunday, July 26, 2009
♥ Failure
It's been a long while bloggie ever since i last wrote in you. First of all i have to say that i'm sorry for not forking out time to actually confide in you. Once again it's games fault. Been obsessed with World Of Warcraft and now it's Dragonica. It's not that i've quitted WoW, just taking a break from it. I did log in once in awhile to do some random quests and then its back to Dragonica again lol.
Whew, It's gonna be my birthday soon and sadly, there's no plans for that particular day. I'm even wondering whether should i request for my off day or just work the day off just like that. It really makes no difference anyway. Infact i felt that it's just another normal day. Nothing special..
And about the goal that i've promised myself to achieve by the end of this year, i can't help but think that it's not gonna happen anymore. At least not by the end of this year. It's gonna have to be postponed and i'm really disgusted with myself. Such low determination i have really.. When i've almost set down my heart to fulfill my goals, stupid stuffs have to happen.
Recently, various mails from the Housing Board Estate really saddens me alot. I really have no idea what the hell is my dad doing. Hasn't he been paying the taxes and such? I thought he did, untill 3 days ago a member from the HDB council actually drop by our house and handed us a red letter. It's really a very scary letter, a letter that could land my whole family to have nowhere to live and may have to sleep on the streets. I couldn't think of anything at that point of time so i decided to pluck up my courage and called my dad and told him how serious this case is. And the reply i got was just like always. "Ok ok la i know la i'm busy now" Damn... I really wonder what are we exactly worth to him. If he just paid that 200 bucks per month punctually none of this could have happen. And now i'm racking my brain to find ways to put together that huge sum of money to pay off the debt so as to keep our flat safe. Arghh !! -pulls hair- SHITTTTTT!!!!! DDDDDDDDD:
Alright, I'm typing this while in the middle of work and well, u could say i was bored and i didn't really wanna play anymore games for today. Just taking a break i suppose.
Anyway, Sighh.. My goals.. they seemed to be drafting further away from me.. How sad that is.
10:22:00 PM
