Tuesday, December 30, 2008
♥ Ages..
HoHoHo.. how long was it since i've last updated this blog of mine.. = =" *pats bloggie* sry bloggie.. Anyways, It's been like almost a month ? Alot has happened and there were both sad and happy stuffs that occured to me. But like i said, things are still fine between me and shawn and i really thank god for that. Though we have quarrelled numerous times between this period but everything is fine again and i'm really grateful. =D
2009 is around the corner and sad to say, goals that i've set for myself for 2008 have not been achieved and i'm rather embarassed and disappointed myself. Gonna be 23 yrs soon, and it makes me really afraid and scared because time is definately passing fast and i know it's not gonna stop and wait for me. Sometimes i really hope that i can be healthy and nothing is wrong with me and i can spend more time more coming years with my buei buei .. But the fact that time is running out makes me cry in the middle of the nights.. never been so afraid .. i wonder whats gonna happen 7 yrs later.. Some believe that 21 12 2012 is the day when the earth will no longer support us humans and thats when the human race finally disappear from the surface of the earth.. Or will there not be an earth anymore? .. But still , i cant help feeling afraid..
Lately, been feeling really uncomfortable.. my whole body aches.. especially my back , making me unable to sleep peacefully in the night. I can only roll myself on the bed and think of things that are gonna happen in the years to come. Nightmares.. who say you'll only experience nightmares when your asleep.. But ok.. enough of all these sad stuffs..
Christmas passed and yay i got to see my christmas lights.. though some bad stuffs happen while on the way back from Orchard which i wanna forget , but still it's still memorable.. haha .. Buei Buei bought shaver for me as christmas present and frankly speaking.. i havent touch that thing because i simply have no idea how it works and i'm afraid to use it..L0lss.. silly isn't it. Anyway .. Christmas was FUN ! =D
We planned to watch "Twilight" during my next off day.. But you know .. i kinda feel bad everytime because buei buei gotta pay like for everything whenever we went out .. But last off day was exceptional.. Finally i was able to do my part as well to buy stuffs for buei buei wahahha.. *Happy* .. kekeke.. Oh speaking about christmas presents.. i bought two OP shirts for buei buei .. i actually wanna buy something special .. but you know .. I really have no idea what to buy for him.. Roam the whole United Square and passed by OP store and found these two really nice looking T-Shirts.. which is rather expensive .. = =" but still it's worth it so long as i see smiles on Buei Buei's face ! =D
Ok this post is definately gonna be long..But bare with me bloggie T_T afterall it's been quite some time since i've last wrote in you and i have sooo much things to relate to you!!
I'll kinda summarized it again like the last time..
1.Christmas Lights.. (weee .! Got to see those beautiful lights in orchard road.Coloured lights really can make me very happy.. I wonder why..)
2. IP man and The Day The Earth Stood Still (Fantastic shows.. though i suffered serious headache after watching IP man because the screen was like soooo NEAR.. but still i enjoyed it.. =D)
3.Christmas Shopping and Presents! (Wonderful Christmas this year.. Especially when i got to spend it with buei buei.. Never felt so loved before.. and i'm gonna cherish it.. till i'm finally gone)
4.Coming New year is gonna fall on my off day again.! So luckky woohooo!! ..Twilight Twilight.. Watch Twilight!! (Wash Toilet .. if you say it too fast.. Watch Twilight becomes wash toilet! LOL)
oh.. i almost forget.. theres this one day that i feel really really awful .. i think it's like 3 days ago.. when my boss actually kinda confronted me about the way i treat some of the customers there.. I know it's inappropriate because i'm working there..But.. i just cant help it... Too straight forward and can't control my temper then BOOM! .. anyway .. Because i love this job and because this job is the only way for me to get to see my buei buei everyday .. I will change and .. well .. i WILL CHANGE!! To secure this job that enables me to be near to him everyday... I really feel pampered.. Not in.. item wise.. but it's the feeling thats important to me.. I can have nothing .. But i definately can't live without him .. Everytime he sayang me.. i can't help feeling "SWEET IN MY HEART" i'm like a cat you know.. i loveeee being "patted and sayang" lol.. what the hell am i saying..
Ok i guess i'll stop here.. And try to fall asleep again.. Most probably end up rolling here and there again ..But .. Well, i'm kinda used to it.. And .. God .. if your really there.. can you please.. watch over my buei buei .. Help him in he's problems.. and protect him from all bad stuffs.. Heal he's skin irritation problem.. and keep him healthy always.. And also for my granny .. watch over her as well.. make her leg feel better.. she's important to me as well.. she's like my mother.. to me.. I know i'm asking a little too much .. But .. please.. fulfill my wishes this i pray..
Goodnight bloggie.. Love ya.. *muacks*
2009 is around the corner and sad to say, goals that i've set for myself for 2008 have not been achieved and i'm rather embarassed and disappointed myself. Gonna be 23 yrs soon, and it makes me really afraid and scared because time is definately passing fast and i know it's not gonna stop and wait for me. Sometimes i really hope that i can be healthy and nothing is wrong with me and i can spend more time more coming years with my buei buei .. But the fact that time is running out makes me cry in the middle of the nights.. never been so afraid .. i wonder whats gonna happen 7 yrs later.. Some believe that 21 12 2012 is the day when the earth will no longer support us humans and thats when the human race finally disappear from the surface of the earth.. Or will there not be an earth anymore? .. But still , i cant help feeling afraid..
Lately, been feeling really uncomfortable.. my whole body aches.. especially my back , making me unable to sleep peacefully in the night. I can only roll myself on the bed and think of things that are gonna happen in the years to come. Nightmares.. who say you'll only experience nightmares when your asleep.. But ok.. enough of all these sad stuffs..
Christmas passed and yay i got to see my christmas lights.. though some bad stuffs happen while on the way back from Orchard which i wanna forget , but still it's still memorable.. haha .. Buei Buei bought shaver for me as christmas present and frankly speaking.. i havent touch that thing because i simply have no idea how it works and i'm afraid to use it..L0lss.. silly isn't it. Anyway .. Christmas was FUN ! =D
We planned to watch "Twilight" during my next off day.. But you know .. i kinda feel bad everytime because buei buei gotta pay like for everything whenever we went out .. But last off day was exceptional.. Finally i was able to do my part as well to buy stuffs for buei buei wahahha.. *Happy* .. kekeke.. Oh speaking about christmas presents.. i bought two OP shirts for buei buei .. i actually wanna buy something special .. but you know .. I really have no idea what to buy for him.. Roam the whole United Square and passed by OP store and found these two really nice looking T-Shirts.. which is rather expensive .. = =" but still it's worth it so long as i see smiles on Buei Buei's face ! =D
Ok this post is definately gonna be long..But bare with me bloggie T_T afterall it's been quite some time since i've last wrote in you and i have sooo much things to relate to you!!
I'll kinda summarized it again like the last time..
1.Christmas Lights.. (weee .! Got to see those beautiful lights in orchard road.Coloured lights really can make me very happy.. I wonder why..)
2. IP man and The Day The Earth Stood Still (Fantastic shows.. though i suffered serious headache after watching IP man because the screen was like soooo NEAR.. but still i enjoyed it.. =D)
3.Christmas Shopping and Presents! (Wonderful Christmas this year.. Especially when i got to spend it with buei buei.. Never felt so loved before.. and i'm gonna cherish it.. till i'm finally gone)
4.Coming New year is gonna fall on my off day again.! So luckky woohooo!! ..Twilight Twilight.. Watch Twilight!! (Wash Toilet .. if you say it too fast.. Watch Twilight becomes wash toilet! LOL)
oh.. i almost forget.. theres this one day that i feel really really awful .. i think it's like 3 days ago.. when my boss actually kinda confronted me about the way i treat some of the customers there.. I know it's inappropriate because i'm working there..But.. i just cant help it... Too straight forward and can't control my temper then BOOM! .. anyway .. Because i love this job and because this job is the only way for me to get to see my buei buei everyday .. I will change and .. well .. i WILL CHANGE!! To secure this job that enables me to be near to him everyday... I really feel pampered.. Not in.. item wise.. but it's the feeling thats important to me.. I can have nothing .. But i definately can't live without him .. Everytime he sayang me.. i can't help feeling "SWEET IN MY HEART" i'm like a cat you know.. i loveeee being "patted and sayang" lol.. what the hell am i saying..
Ok i guess i'll stop here.. And try to fall asleep again.. Most probably end up rolling here and there again ..But .. Well, i'm kinda used to it.. And .. God .. if your really there.. can you please.. watch over my buei buei .. Help him in he's problems.. and protect him from all bad stuffs.. Heal he's skin irritation problem.. and keep him healthy always.. And also for my granny .. watch over her as well.. make her leg feel better.. she's important to me as well.. she's like my mother.. to me.. I know i'm asking a little too much .. But .. please.. fulfill my wishes this i pray..
Goodnight bloggie.. Love ya.. *muacks*
Time flies in a wink,
And here i am still drifting,
From the surface of all my dreams.
So many lights above me..
But the only light that seemed to catch my attention..
Is slowly beginning to be drifting away from me..
How long can i last.. To be able to see that ray of light..
My only desire.. My only love..
The only warmth amoung those rays of lights..
Please be shining forever ..
Even when i'll wither and vanish from ur side..
And here i am still drifting,
From the surface of all my dreams.
So many lights above me..
But the only light that seemed to catch my attention..
Is slowly beginning to be drifting away from me..
How long can i last.. To be able to see that ray of light..
My only desire.. My only love..
The only warmth amoung those rays of lights..
Please be shining forever ..
Even when i'll wither and vanish from ur side..
3:16:00 AM
