Sunday, November 23, 2008
♥ Forgotten?
Holy crap! L0lss how long has it been since i've last touched this blog of mine.. No wonder your so rusty.. Sorry bloggie *Pats* Told you i'm gonna to not write in you for a little while.. because i just want people to think that i no longer use you anymore.. So that people would not venture deep into the place where my deepest thoughts held again..
I suppose alot has happened during all these times. And of course, me and buei buei .. we never quarrelled again.. after that time and i'm really glad. It really feels awful when we quarrel and it hurts awfully too. The feeling totally sucks and i'm glad that we don't have to go through it again.. at least for now.. Who knows what will happen in the future. I wonder will the feeling we have for each other fade as time goes by. I'm certain that the feeling that i have for him will always stay the same, but when it comes to him, i'm a little bit unsure.. I don't really know why i felt this way but .. you know.. instincts? or you call it sixth sense.
He dotes on me alot and i know that for now, i'm important to him.. like he is important to me as well. Anyway, i just hope that my remaining days will be spent only to be next to him, beside him and always with him.
It's getting busier for me in xpert eleven now. Two more additional teams for me to manage.. Arghh it beats me why i'm taking so many teams when i still don't have the experience to manage even the four teams that i currently have now. Anyway, since it's handled to me, i'll do my very best and not let the former managers effort go to waste. Indeed a challenging managing game, i need to do more homework so as to do better in the leagues. All the teams are so strong == " i've even forgotten to do the settings on Crucifix FC today and ended up being trashed with 2 goals from opponent team. Serves me right from sleeping during work today. Can't blame me.. I'm not feeling well at all.. Period's FAULT! ARGHH!
It's 5am now and if your still wondering why am i not sleeping but still typing in this almost forsaken blog of mine, well.. The pain that i'm currently suffering now.. Unbearable..cant even sleep.. Need to take medication to cover up that irritating cramps.. = ="
Arghh.. tomorrow's gonna be a tiring day again.. I'm always like this, gets tired easily whenever i'm having monthly visitations from the "grandmother" .. Just hope the hours will fly pass quickly tomorrow so that i can go home and probably end up sleeping in the morning again.. ARGHH!! I HATE PERIODS!! I WANNA GET PREGNANT! ROFL .. = =" (CRAZY HUH? LOL {yea your probably right.. So crazy in love.. That im almost suffocating..Almost drowning..})
Oh well... i'll just go .. take a bath and then retire .. for the.. morning? LAWL... kay .. ciaoz.. *kisses blog*
Oyasumi (:
I suppose alot has happened during all these times. And of course, me and buei buei .. we never quarrelled again.. after that time and i'm really glad. It really feels awful when we quarrel and it hurts awfully too. The feeling totally sucks and i'm glad that we don't have to go through it again.. at least for now.. Who knows what will happen in the future. I wonder will the feeling we have for each other fade as time goes by. I'm certain that the feeling that i have for him will always stay the same, but when it comes to him, i'm a little bit unsure.. I don't really know why i felt this way but .. you know.. instincts? or you call it sixth sense.
He dotes on me alot and i know that for now, i'm important to him.. like he is important to me as well. Anyway, i just hope that my remaining days will be spent only to be next to him, beside him and always with him.
It's getting busier for me in xpert eleven now. Two more additional teams for me to manage.. Arghh it beats me why i'm taking so many teams when i still don't have the experience to manage even the four teams that i currently have now. Anyway, since it's handled to me, i'll do my very best and not let the former managers effort go to waste. Indeed a challenging managing game, i need to do more homework so as to do better in the leagues. All the teams are so strong == " i've even forgotten to do the settings on Crucifix FC today and ended up being trashed with 2 goals from opponent team. Serves me right from sleeping during work today. Can't blame me.. I'm not feeling well at all.. Period's FAULT! ARGHH!
It's 5am now and if your still wondering why am i not sleeping but still typing in this almost forsaken blog of mine, well.. The pain that i'm currently suffering now.. Unbearable..cant even sleep.. Need to take medication to cover up that irritating cramps.. = ="
Arghh.. tomorrow's gonna be a tiring day again.. I'm always like this, gets tired easily whenever i'm having monthly visitations from the "grandmother" .. Just hope the hours will fly pass quickly tomorrow so that i can go home and probably end up sleeping in the morning again.. ARGHH!! I HATE PERIODS!! I WANNA GET PREGNANT! ROFL .. = =" (CRAZY HUH? LOL {yea your probably right.. So crazy in love.. That im almost suffocating..Almost drowning..})
Oh well... i'll just go .. take a bath and then retire .. for the.. morning? LAWL... kay .. ciaoz.. *kisses blog*
Oyasumi (:
Long nights have passed,
You might have forgotten,
It might have faded,
But Strange enough,
I still remember it..
And i always will,
For it's already crafted ,
Deep into my heart and soul..
Whether You Wish It Or Not..
Your Mine.. In my own dimension..
You might have forgotten,
It might have faded,
But Strange enough,
I still remember it..
And i always will,
For it's already crafted ,
Deep into my heart and soul..
Whether You Wish It Or Not..
Your Mine.. In my own dimension..
4:50:00 AM
