Tuesday, October 14, 2008
♥ Hatred
ROAR!! OMGFFTARDGOONKNNNPCBGOSH!
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It seems that friends are priority to him .. Friends is what matters to him .. Of course.. The friend is one of he's very best and that person helped him in alot of stuffs when he's having difficulties. Well, If i'm him i would oso choose to stand on he's side. Like i said, its never good to find another part with an ego as big or even bigger than yours. You'll feel suffocated and of course arguements are inevitable. Well of course.. I don't know what came over me. Everything was well.. Till.. I guess i should really stop playing with him. It's definately pointless.. Or even i should not touch that particular game anymore.
Of course friends are important.. Lovers aint that important cause some friends are forever while alot of lovers only last for a short little while.
He bought me a pack of rice earlier on. But I'm haven't ate it ..and i'm thinking not to eat it anymore. He once told me that he fed McWings to rats cause he didn't want me to have them. Well, today later on i'm feeding it to the rats because i don't feel like having what he bought for me. I seemed to suffer from split personality .. I don't know .. But somehow .. I feel that there's definately something wrong inside of me.. Who am i anymore.. i dunno ... I actually feel like laughing when he scolded me earlier on in game.. Feel that it's amusing that he got angry .. lol.. What the fuck is happening to me.. Gosh ... Who am i indeed..
Who am i to judge..
When i'm no longer myself anymore..
It's burning deep inside of me..
About to be devoured
About to disappear
7:10:00 PM
