Monday, October 13, 2008
♥ ^_^
Wow..How long has it been since i've last updated my blog? O= Ever since the last arguement with him i've never touched the blog like till now? O.o Haha.. Well, if you ask me, all was well again between me and him (= It's really hard to describe the relationship between him and me.I would have to say it's really complicated..This relationship. The fact that both of us actually have pretty big egos always cause us to get into unnecessary arguements..It's kinda stupid i know and i really hate it when we both argued. It's like an activated atomic bomb always goes "BOOM" unknowingly and both of us ended up getting hurt and thus needs time to recover and tidy up our own feelings. It's really scary always when he's mad and i always had to pluck up a hell lot of courage to talk to him and to ask him what was wrong. )= But when things are sweet, they went exceptionally sweet making me feel that everyday was Valentine's day! (= .. Hontou ni Shiawase Da =D [ Really happy]
Two days ago, i've had a sudden urge to eat Sushii so i kind of hinted him about it. XD i know i sound like a kid.. But humans do have NEEDS AND TEMPTATIONS at times.. L0lss.. i sound like a pervert = =" Anyway, to my amazement he actually said that he'll buy me some later cause he's hungry afterall. Well, i was surprised because it was actually ment to be a joke.. It's not that i don't really wanna eat them. I mean i WANT to eat them, but i know it's hard to get them around my working place so i never thought that he'll actually agree to buy some for me. And so he went and IT WAS AGES when he came back. I was already getting really worried for him cause it's like almost an hour since he left. Two japanese bentos, polar cakes and NutriTea laid infront of me. He seemed so tired that it hurts me.. Asked him what took him so long and he said he was trying to look for Sushii but found none. So he bought Japanese Bento instead. Oh beibei ): it's the thought that counts.. Baby if you return with a simple pack of chicken rice i would be glad all the same. I didn't tell him how i felt, but i'm really touched.. It's not like he has never bought any food for me before. Infact he did..Loads of times.. But..Just that day, i don't know what came over me.. But i was really touched.. (=
Played quite a number of matches [DotA] and well, lose a few and won a few. But like always, i couldn't control my temper really well during the gameplay and i feel really bad. But i've tried to control it! )= ... But it still goes "BOOM!" .. I know they did their best and i know that the opponents are really good. But it's just that i'm not statisfied with my own performance during the games. = =" I should be mad at myself instead of venting my anger at my own friends and himself... Hontou ni Gomen Nasai mina san... Guess i gotta learn to meditate soon.. to control my temper.. Lawl! )= .. Its like almost 3pm now and of course i'm at work..It's a monday and surprisingly there's quite a number of customers..I thought it was supposed to be a school day?= =" Looks like no DotA for me again during work today )=. I'm only scheduled to have my off days every thursday. d: And almost forgot! He promised to bring me to have Sakae Sushii during my next off day which will be three days from now! Can't wait d: Muahaha! Wee..It's been so long ever since i've ate them ): .. Miss him loads.. It's impossible to block him from my mind.. cause it's like he's already been crafted deep into my heart already. pfft scarred my heart! )= l0lss joking ^_^ Whether it's a blessing 0r a curse to have him, i really don't care anymore.. so long as he's happy and things stay the way it is..it really doesn't matter even if the world is going to end tomorrow ..
Two days ago, i've had a sudden urge to eat Sushii so i kind of hinted him about it. XD i know i sound like a kid.. But humans do have NEEDS AND TEMPTATIONS at times.. L0lss.. i sound like a pervert = =" Anyway, to my amazement he actually said that he'll buy me some later cause he's hungry afterall. Well, i was surprised because it was actually ment to be a joke.. It's not that i don't really wanna eat them. I mean i WANT to eat them, but i know it's hard to get them around my working place so i never thought that he'll actually agree to buy some for me. And so he went and IT WAS AGES when he came back. I was already getting really worried for him cause it's like almost an hour since he left. Two japanese bentos, polar cakes and NutriTea laid infront of me. He seemed so tired that it hurts me.. Asked him what took him so long and he said he was trying to look for Sushii but found none. So he bought Japanese Bento instead. Oh beibei ): it's the thought that counts.. Baby if you return with a simple pack of chicken rice i would be glad all the same. I didn't tell him how i felt, but i'm really touched.. It's not like he has never bought any food for me before. Infact he did..Loads of times.. But..Just that day, i don't know what came over me.. But i was really touched.. (=
Played quite a number of matches [DotA] and well, lose a few and won a few. But like always, i couldn't control my temper really well during the gameplay and i feel really bad. But i've tried to control it! )= ... But it still goes "BOOM!" .. I know they did their best and i know that the opponents are really good. But it's just that i'm not statisfied with my own performance during the games. = =" I should be mad at myself instead of venting my anger at my own friends and himself... Hontou ni Gomen Nasai mina san... Guess i gotta learn to meditate soon.. to control my temper.. Lawl! )= .. Its like almost 3pm now and of course i'm at work..It's a monday and surprisingly there's quite a number of customers..I thought it was supposed to be a school day?= =" Looks like no DotA for me again during work today )=. I'm only scheduled to have my off days every thursday. d: And almost forgot! He promised to bring me to have Sakae Sushii during my next off day which will be three days from now! Can't wait d: Muahaha! Wee..It's been so long ever since i've ate them ): .. Miss him loads.. It's impossible to block him from my mind.. cause it's like he's already been crafted deep into my heart already. pfft scarred my heart! )= l0lss joking ^_^ Whether it's a blessing 0r a curse to have him, i really don't care anymore.. so long as he's happy and things stay the way it is..it really doesn't matter even if the world is going to end tomorrow ..
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