Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I have never felt like this before. How will you feel if you have only 30bucks to last you till the end of the month. Sucks isn't it? =/ I didn't expect that this month's budget will be tighter than usual. Omg! 30 bucks to last me for two weeks. Can anyone teach me how to survive with like 1.5bucks per day ROFL.

Anyway, met jiasheng for lunch before i go to work yesterday. Met him at J8 and we end up eating Ajisen Ramen and i tell you it's bloody expensive = =". Two bowls of soaked noodles with soup and two drinks cost you like 30bucks! I mean thats like my whole pocket money for the rest of this month. I don't really believe that i'll be able to survive with that little money till end of this month. But if you never try you will never know.

After work went to Kpool as usual to hang out with my old buddies. Since i can't sleep even if i go home i might as well spend some time with my pals. Watch them play a few rounds of number ball. They're such pros at playing this game = =".

I noticed that XM my best buddy was acting all weird today. He didn't really speak to me and he seemed disturbed about something. I knew what happened instantly. It must be because of that girl Rachael. I knew then that he wanted me to leave that place earlier afraid that she might suddenly appear and saw me. I don't really understand what's the point of me leaving the place when i was just merely buddies with him. I mean what's there to be afraid of when our conscience is clear. It's not like we're hiding behind her back doing something despicable. But i respect him as my buddy and so i did what i was told. I left all of my friends at the coffee store and went to eat alone at a coffee store further down the road. The way my friends looked at me made me think that i'm being pitied and i really dislike that. I don't mind eating alone seriously but it's just that i dont understand why XM is so afraid of R when there's nothing between us. But meh, i just can't be bothered with that. Since he asked for it then i'll just go along with he's idea since it doesn't hurt one bit either x= .

I thought that i'll be going straight home sharing the cab with bee huat when he suddenly asked me whether i would like to go fish for prawn with the others. Fish for prawns! l0lss.. I was curious to how people fish for prawn and besides i was not really tired either. So the taxi U-Turned and we went the prawn farm? Is that what they called it? l0lss i have no idea.

Stayed there till like 5am and then shared the cab back with bee huat again.

Sigh. What should i do, Though i say i'll try .. but surviving with just 30dollars for the rest of the month seems almost impossible.. What should i do T-T..