Sunday, August 31, 2008
♥ A Sudden Thought
How long has it been since i've last written in this blog of mine. Ages i think. There's so much to relate into this already dead blog of mine. I'm gonna bring it back to life again starting from today.
How many goals have i accomplished in this life of mine. Sad to say, i've almost wasted my time in doing unnecessary stuffs during my teenage years and now, its too late to regret because i'm no longer a teenager. I no longer a young girl but a young woman.
Not long ago, i suffered another heartache yet again after that failed 2 years relationship with another guy that i thought that i'll be with forever. I'm so tired of falling in love all over again, and i thought that at last, this is gonna last. But, like always, it failed.
期望越高, 失望就越大..从现在起, 往后的事物就让它们顺其自然吧.
有所不为而后可以有所为..
今后,我不想再把我自己交给另外一个人了.
It's really enough for me. Trying hard not to think about it, Not to think about him. What have i done in my previous life to deserve such harsh treatments. A broken body, a Broken family, broken relationships, friendships..all these.. are they not enough to amend those mistakes that i've done in my previous life. Just what have i done. Am i really meant to be alone for the rest of my life. Perhaps i was really cursed..
6:07:00 PM
